Confidence

I am not a confident person. People may think I am an extrovert for posting about motherhood but I couldn’t be anymore of the opposite!

I feel safe to say what I want behind a screen. With no eyes on me. However, away from the screen I can be a shy and timid women. I have always been shy. People may think I am being closed off but I am not. It takes time for me for my confidence to grow around people.

For me, my confidence has always been my downfall. It even affects my blog. In fact, after I type this, I will pass it on to my husband to check. To check I make sense and I have no spelling mistakes (even though he can’t spell well). So, why do I do this?

I simply don’t have confidence in myself.

I have never really had confidence in myself.

This is not a pity post but I wanted to show that even with not a lot of confidence I can help others. I can give others reassurance sharing my life as a mother, as a not so confident mother.

Most of the time my husband and I are wingin’ it at parenthood. I try to make decisions based on my sons best interests but I never really have the confidence. I worry that the decision I have made is not right.

This is all down to my confidence in myself.

I really hope it doesn’t affect the way I raise James. However, only time will tell.

Hope you are all safe.

Take care

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